It is apparent you believe your sense of entitlement extends beyond the law - but IT DOES NOT! Shocking as this may be for you!  PTSD support might prove positive and/or finding an appropriate hobby could also be useful in obtaining satisfaction in Your life/belongings. Recognizing our harmful coping mechanisms opens the way to greater freedom and essential in achieving self-actualization.
DO NOT contact IN ANY FORM/ ANY METHOD.  This includes through others - and it doesn't matter that your bleeding heart "friend" gave you contact information Without any consent. This is harassment and will not be tolerated by you or your ASsociates that you enlist.