He is still out there looking for a woman. ME, I have decided to take my life... I cant live like this any more now. Big depths to the bank and so on. Thats not even the worst of it. I lost the lust to live. I cant feel anything, Its all empty inside . I have been like that for over 6 month now, so dont think its gonna change. So I made my decition. On the 18th of august, as he claims is his birthday, I gonna do it . I know HE dont give a damn. And yes, I know ALL my family gonna be unhappy, specially my kids. But still, I cant live with this emptiness inside me. Its gonna be better, people say, ok, when . no, I have given up. SO thanks BENSON , for ruin my life... I hope u can look u self in the mirror and smile, cos I cant.... sorry